love and the greek alphabet

let me start by saying the 3 most important words..
I LOVE YOU!
and let me add..
SO MUCH!
so that makes five..
HAPPY FIVE!
this is the first of the year..
and looking forward to spending this one to the fullest with you..
and ever looking forward to the next and the next and the next and the..
counting down..
19..20..21
it s the 21st of the month once again..
and so another page is turned another chapter unfolds..
still the love never changes..
the excitement never wanes..
5 months after..
a lot of things happened..
memories made..
time well spent..
stories written and shared..
but it always feels like the first day..
and it always will..

it s just passed the holidays..
and still clutching on to the best gifts i have..
your hand still holding mine..
your hugs which warms up even the coldest of days..
your smiles which brightens up the gloomiest of ones..
your kisses a constant reminder of your affections..
your voice which carries me through even the most monotonous of days..
your love which pushes me through life making me look forward to every sunrise..
which makes me appreciate the sunset.. knowing tomorrow i will still be here for you..

"There are not more than five musical notes yet the combination of these five give rise to more melodies than can be ever heard"
-sun tzu

such is the story of our love..
5 months after..
of the best times and all contributes to the beauty of our love..
loved every second of it..
still the melodies of our hearts beat on..
still as one..
still to the same tune..
the beauty of our song lingers on..
for us to live by..
for others to hear..
as it reverberates through time and space..
it lingers on forever..

actually it doesn t matter..
5 months 5 days 5 minutes 5 seconds..
as long as i m with you i know everything will be alright..
everything will fall into place as it should be..
no worries no hurries..
no other place i want to be..
there s nothing more i could ask for..
wouldn t settle for any other span of time but forever..

5 seconds of the sweetest smile brought us to where we are now..
5 months into the best relationship..
2 people who aren t perfect as individuals..
but fits perfectly together..
and everything fell into place..
and 5 months ago the story began..
with nothing but happiness and pure bliss..
as i look back at the times passed..
there are no regrets..
just the best times one could ask for..
i know i just love loving you..
and now i pose a question..

would you let me love you ad infinitum?

now let me say the next 2 most important words..
THANK YOU!
for bringing out the best in me..
for being my inspiration..
for being the constant source of my strength..
knowing you re behind me makes me look forward to everything that life has to offer..
may it be trials or tribulations..
successes or failures..
and through everything we will come out on top..
together..
hands clasped tightly..
hearts still beating to the same tune..
as one..
our love still gets us through..
thank you simply because you gave me the chance to love you..

and so the story goes on and on..
there will be no end..
as we face each day together..
holding your hand to start the day and holding it through until it sets..
i am here for you baby through everything..
the more you need me the more i will make my presence felt the more i will be here for you..
thanks for making me feel this way and for your love..
your love i will constantly hold on to..
your love i will always answer..
your love that i will always treasure..
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY BABY..
looking forward to spending forever with you..
and i for one know it will not even be enough..
looking forward to the next month..
and the next and the next..
everything changes but our loves remain the same..
in the truest purest most complete sense..
THANKS my baby..
and then again there is no OMEGA

++ 5th letter from the man I love the most ++

For a hundred and twenty-two days now, my heart has been smiling—non stop. Thanks to this one great guy.

This “one great guy” stole my heart…the one who turned my upside-down-world to its right-side-in.

Ever met anyone who made u smile and cry at the same time?

He made me cry when I realized I was in love with him.

Tears of joy.  I never really knew how it felt…until that day.

The tears I shed that day epitomized a lot of things.

We cry whenever we say goodbye. That day, I said goodbye to every woe. I said goodbye to solitude because that day I have found my reason to smile. I’ve found the one I want to walk into the sunset with…he was there, silently waiting…until everything fell into place.

It has been a hundred and twenty-two days and it still feels the same as that day.

Every kiss,

Every hug,

Every “I-love-you” said

Feels like the first time.

Pardon me for feeling I’m the luckiest girl alive.

4 down and again more and more to go
so the story continues..
on to the DELTA..
1 2 3 4
fantastic
and counting
past a hundred days on to another hundred..
a thousand..
no a million..
no no a billion..
how do u quantify forever anyway?
the feeling lingers on forever even if we cease to exist..
it still echoes through time and lives on through others hearts..

dec 21 this day in history..
1913 — 1st crossword puzzle (with 32 clues) printed in New York World
reminds me of breakfasts we have every morning solving crossword puzzles at times..
right now i miss those so much..
actually i miss you so much..
always wishing you the best and always take care..
maybe it s because this is the 1st time that i don t get to be with you that much..
and that takes some time getting used to..
being not around you is tough but still i am happy cause you constantly make me feel like you re beside me..
saying you love me everytime..
never failing to make me smile..
thanks baby for making this distance between us non existent..
and i m always here to support you whenever wherever you need me..
just always behind you just watching your back..
i constantly hold on to your love to get me through each day
especially those times when you re not around you re love just keeps me going and going..

being on top is something new to me..
the best thing about it is sharing it with you..
thanks for bringing out the best in me..
for the push..
for being my strength..my inspiration..
for being proud of me..
being number 1 is nice but being number 1 in your heart is the best..
i m giving you my all and i ll give it my best for us..

this month is a month of firsts..
OUR first christmas..
OUR first new year s celebration..
it would have been nice to celebrate together..
but for now being together is what counts..
just being with you is celebration enough..
thanks for the best gift i received ever your LOVE..
i wish only one thing to hold your hand as the new year unfolds..

and so a new year approaches..
this will be our last monthsary for the year 2007..
a rollercoaster year with it s own ups and downs..
the best year i ever had..so far..
the year i became close to you..
the year we got together..
2007 is unforgettable but so will be 2008 2009 2010 and so on..
all the years i will be spending with you..
all the months the weeks the days the hours the minutes the seconds i ll spend loving you..
this is another year and it will be even better than the previous one..

and so another chapter unfolds
more stories to be written..
more tales to be told..
the story keeps on adding on to itself..
oh by the way..
this is a story of love..
between two simple people..
who are simply perfect for each other..
so for all the people who have given up on love
each step you leave behind..
the other foot moves forward..
casting light on unchartered territories..
more sights to set eyes on..
more places to set foot on..
more people to meet..
more spirits to get to this..
maybe this is NOT just a story of two people..
this is a story of LOVE..
a feeling freely moving through each and every heart..
some lose it..
others find it..
few keep it..
reverberating through the winds..
singing through the clouds..
glowing through the skies..
it is just up to you to see..
yours to feel..
yours to cherish..
i know i have found mine and i m keeping it forever..

then again there is no omega..

i love you so much!
thanks for another month..
ever looking forward to the next one and the next one..
i just love loving you..
holding on to the best feeling in existence..
constantly yearning for your hugs and kisses..
HAPPY HAPPY 4!!
i miss you and again i love you sooooo much..

– from the one who holds my heart… his fourth. –

GA1 2
three’s a charm!
and so the story goes..
on to the third..

and so another chapter unfolds
though i feel sad for times passed..
perenially wishing time would stand still when i m with you..
that time would freeze with you in my arms..
but i constantly think about the future we ll be in together..
my eyes glimmer with excitement as i stare on to the future..
with my hand holding yours tight and never to let go..
never let u down..
never out of my sight..
my love never falters..
never flickers out..

and the JOURNEY continues
we walk through life together each step taken with care looking out for one another..
each day bringing another opportunity for me to love you..
every second cherished..
our spirits fused as one..
our hearts beating to the same tune..
our eyes set on common goals..
our love bonds us..
we started out together..
we go through ups and downs together.. when the dust settles we will be together..
your hands still clasped to mine..
me looking at u..
my arms around you..
and so the days go on until everything falls into place..
the countdown to forever goes on..

THANK YOU
for the 3 months we have been together and counting..
for being my strength for me to go on every single tiring strenous day..
for the extra push for me to perform to the best of my abilities..
for bringing out the best in me in everything i do..
for every day we spend together the laughters the experiences the adventures the fun..
for every second you look at me your smile still radiates even the gloomiest of days..
for evenings filled with your take cares and mornings spent with you..
for being my angel my healer my friend my teacher my audience my baby..
for all the care not just for me but for the people around me (thanks for the caramel bars )..
for your love which gives meaning and purpose to everything i do to every second i breathe..
for simply being the little ol perfect you..

on a personal note..
we are on our third but it still feels like the first one everyday the same excitement the same longing lingers everyday there is something new to look forward to..
i never believed that destiny existed actually i refused to but now i know what it means how it feels because you are my destiny..
everything just fell into place and now i have you in arms the best feeling i ever had the most secured place i can ever be in this world..
and now i miss you but later i will see you and tomorrow on to another adventure..
another page to our ever growing book..
i m just lucky to have you you’re truly one in a million..
thanks for giving me the chance to love you..
as i said many times and i will keep on saying i just love loving you..
i could not ask for more..
how can i? i have everything with you..

HAPPINESS through and through
we just got back from our vacation and what a grand time we had..
these are the times i wish time stood still..
the memories i will hold on to forever..
sad it was over but happy to look forward to more times we will spend together..
baby u make me happy more than any measure..
our love brings unparallel happiness the smiles forever etched in our faces..
the lovely times forever in our minds and dreams..
i for one knows that this will last forever..
as long as we stay beside each other..
as long as we hold each other’s hands..
as long as we rest on each other’s arms..
as long as our hearts beat to the same tune..
as long as we have each other each and every memory is worth remembering..
each particular detail is worth attention..
this happiness will stay on and on..
more memories to be made..
more photographs to be shot..
more stories to be written..
more i love you’s to say..
more letters to be written..
more stories to be told..

happy THREE!
three down and a whole lot more to go..
until we reach forever..
maybe even forever’s too short..
i love you oh so much..
from me..
with regards from mario too :

- his third. and it goes on and on… -

2 months down even more to go,now on to the BETA..

TWO months have passed and still nothing has changed,the same enthusiasm,the same excitement,everytime i see your smile i constantly remember when i 1st saw it,always reliving the moment i first felt that tug in my heart for you,always looking forward to start the day and waiting for that second when i will see you again for the first time that day,everyday seems like the FIRST one..

BABY again thank you for..

your smile never fails to radiate even the darkest and gloomiest of days..

your shoulders which provide me support through even the most tiring of days..

your hugs give me warmth even on the coldest times..
your eyes sets light even upon the darkest paths..

your hand i hold that gives me my place in the world firmly securing me even at the most trying times..

your sweet voice that calls out my name and says the words that defines my existence..

your kisses that i long for and makes me feel how special life can be..

your mind and responsibility that never fail to impress me with your wits and tireless hardwork..

your HEART that sets the tone to my OWN..

and the list goes on and on and on and keeps growing and growing..
and along with it my feelings continues to grow and grow eve stronger each day time we spend together,each moment with you,the more i get to know you..
baby thank you for giving me more reasons everyday to love you more..

now i know how it feels to be home,to have a niche,to be in a place i was meant to be,everything fell into place and the pieces seems to continue to arrange themselves,thank you baby to giving me this feeling,thank you for bringing me to my destination,thank you for being here with me..

now looking on to the future a new day starts a smile creeps upon my face knowing i will spend it being with you,as the sun radiates my face i see the light your love brings upon my day my life,through the happiest the gloomiest even the most trying times we ll go into and walk out in one piece hands together..

i PROMISE you we ll always be together baby through everything and walk into the sunset together,never seen a scene prettier than walking with you holding your hand or with my arms around you..

my love for you will stay and will grow even stronger the longer we are TOGETHER,we ll hope and dream TOGETHER,and we ll work as hard to make it a reality TOGETHER..

constantly looking forward to the times i ll spend with you,each moment made special by being together..

the times i will see your smile on your face,the glimmer in your eyes..

the times i will hear your laughs,the words i always long to hear,the beating of your heart..

the times i will feel your touch,your kisses,your presence,and your undying love for me..

and especially look forward for the times i will love you back,make you feel how special you are to me,make you feel what you make me feel..

i simply love loving you..

someone who is as i say time and again SIMPLY PERFECT for me..

now i ask you is forever enough to love you? it s not,we may not be around for that long but the feeling continues to linger on,continues on it s existence,floating through the winds,vibrates through the beating of other s hearts,whispering to others in the world,there is such a thing as TRUE love..

– from my one true love —

month down lots of months more to go,this is only the start

the ALPHA..

how many more times do i have to say i love you before i feel that i have said it enough?

what do i have to say to amply describe what i feel about you?

what can i do to adequately prove to you my love s here to stay?

how much time do we have to spend together before i ve had enough to make u feel i love you?

I DON T KNOW I CAN T ANSWER THEM

i can t even describe what i feel inside me,i don t even kow what s going on,i can t even fathom the depth of my feelings for you..

baby thk you so much for simply being my baby,everytime i look at you i keep on thinking what i did to deserve someone as great as you..

you are the most important part of my life and you always will be..

i want to be part of your life your future,celebrate with your ups,push you up when you re down,grow old with you,sit and watch the day pass with you..

i know we just started ang our relationship s young but as we spend more time together as our bond grows tougher all the more i love you baby..

1 month down i gave you a month s worth of reasons why i chose to be with you,why i love you,but still don t feel it s enough..

will it be enough? it never will be..

i never think a month a year a decade a score a century will be enough,with you every span of time is too short,every second flies by too fast..

every place is too big,i just want to be in ur arms,to be beside you all the time,to be as close to you as possible..

where do i want to be? anywhere as long as it s with you..

what is it with you? your looks? your voice? your sweetness? your smile? your words? your actions? you re my baby and i love everything about you..

all i want and all i need is YOU BABY,simply you baby,the PERFECT YOU..

how many times do i have to say all these?

i ll keep on doing so baby and i ll never stop,i ll always make time and find a way to say all these,no apprehensions no worries..

we ll walk into the sunset together..

baby HAPPY MONTHSARY..

a month of being with you showed me a future of needing you,a lifetime of loving you..

the journey has just began and we ll take every step TOGETHER,hurdle the obstacles TOGETHER,we ll take a slow pace and enjoy every moment TOGETHER,fall down and get up TOGETHER,we ll reach the destination TOGETHER,take each step leisurely with you..

there s nothing we can t do TOGETHER,hold your hand while we face every challenges ahead..

baby just want to thank you for loving me and letting me love you..

i can t even see myself being without you,you re now a part of my life,a part of ME,a part of my EXISTENCE..

i find it hard to live without you by my side,without hearing your voice,without hugging you,without kissing you,without your smile,without you..

i just love loving you baby,how can i say it more appropriately? i don t know why,i just CAN T,i just don t think i love you is enough..

so when will it end? would it be good enough to say it never will..

there is no OMEGA..

– thk u for making my heart smile…. every single time. –