Archive for November, 2008

OMICRON

Wednesday, November 26th, 2008
let me start this off by saying how much i love you,
how much i long for your company,
your hugs and kisses,
your smile,
you,
i miss you so much..
hope the time change is temporary..
and somehow someway..
we can get our old weekends back..
i miss them too much..
thank you for holding my hand..
and forever holding my heart..
another chapter has closed..
another page has been unfolded..
happy 15th monthsary!!
this is my omicron..
the days have been tough..
the schedule grinding to say the least..
the work piling up day after day..
but you’re doing well..
and you’re trying your very best..
i just wanted to say that..
i’m always right beside you..
whenever you need me..
i’ll hold your hand..
make sure everything is okay..
to assure you that i’ll always be here..
a shoulder you can lean on..
my arms to keep you warm on a cold night..
everything will be fine..
the future will unfurl in time..
we’ll be together..
and we’ll have the time of our lives..
i’ve always wanted the best for you..
and you alone keeps me going..
every single second of my existence..
they say life has its ups and downs..
when i feel everything is on the downside..
and it continues to spiral outward..
everything seems to be in disarray..
up to the point you no longer feel your existence..
you’re losing grip..
going totally out of control..
the box of life has lost its boundaries..
and you find yourself asking the question..
why do i have to go on..
you are the only answer i need..
the only reason i will hold on it..
the only truth i choose to believe..
thank you for the love and the care..
keeping me strong..
guiding me through and through..
believing in me..
pushing me to be the best that i can be..
thank you for being the love of my life..
and the lifeline of my soul..
the savior of my spirit..
i just love loving you..
as much as you love loving me :)
as the holiday season approaches..
i have the best gift i ever had in my life..
that is having you with me..
your love is and always will be the greatest God has ever given me..
the blessing i will always cherish..
my heart i offer to you..
time and time again..
wrapped for you to open..
so it will always feel like the first second..
the first moment i felt it was you..
that i need..
that i will love..
that i will hold on to..
from this moment on..
forever is outlined..
the yellow brick road has been laid..
for every second that ticks..
pushes me closer and closer to you..
fate has defined my destiny..
and it will always be parallel with yours..
hold on to my love..
and together we’ll make everything all right..
you hugs and kisses perenially my warmth..
your smiles forever my light..
your heart eternally my map..
it’s beating the melody i sway to..
i love you so much..
up to the moon and back and forth and even all the way round..
i love you so much..
that these words i can’t even say enough..
i love you so much..
hope these words lifts you when you’re down..
i love you so much..
hope these lights up your day whenever everything seems dark..
i love you so much..
i’m just echoing the beating of my heart..
i love you so much..
these words forever defining us..
i love you so much..
then, now and beyond..
hold on to these words when i am away..
whispering them to you whenever i am near..
i’ll never get tired of saying these..
i’ll always love loving you..
to the best that i am..
to even better than my best if i have to..
thank you for the best 15 months of my life..
and a lot more years to come..
just want to sit back and cherish everything..
thanks for making me feel this way..
another chapter closes..
but more continues to unfold..
memories to be made..
pages to be written..
images to be captured..
stories to be told..
this is my omicron..
and on and on it goes..
and as i always say there will never be an omega..

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never too late. XI

Wednesday, November 12th, 2008
13th letter from the sweetest guy :)
It’s the 21st of the month again..
you’re here with me..
the times i always look forward..
eagerly anticipating the time we’ll spend together..
every second i will forever hold on to..
i love you so much..
years months weeks day hours minutes seconds..
come and go..
one thing’s certain..
my heart will always be next to yours..
our souls forever entwined..
the words I LOVE YOU continues to echo between us..
another chapter has closed..
another page turned..
this will be my Xi..
it has been a strenous month..
career wise..
i was on the brink of letting go..
walking on..
moving on with my career..
i thought i wanted a change..
letting go of the uncertainties..
it was a storm with no promise of calm..
but you keep my head above water..
you placed meaning on things that i thought made no sense..
you put logic on disarray..
having you kept me going on..
you always brought out the best in me..
walked with me through decisions i have to make..
guided me on what’s right..
unknowingly steering me to do what i need to do..
you are the only reason i need to go on..
to walk on..
thank you for constantly being my strength..
my guide, my love..
i always look forward to weekends..
the time i will be with you..
letting go of all the cares in the world..
just spending time with..
thanks for making me happy..
for keeping me well..
for caring for me like no other..
for holding my hand and not letting go..
i try to give you the best i can..
give you all the love i can give..
day in and day out..
i always think of you..
wishing you’re safe..
hoping you’re beside me at the moment..
my heart always beats for you..
my minds always has an image of your face..
when weekend comes, i feel all the more better..
i feel excited to be with you..
seeing your smile..
every laugh you
looking at you when you sleep..
everything about you makes me love you more and more each day..
i sometimes hope time would stop at that moment..
now we have different schedules..
and i miss you oh so much..
miss the weekends i spend with you..
can’t seem to do things..
everything seems to be out of sync..
miss the laughter, smiles, stories..
everything and everytime i spend with you..
it’s been tough and can’t wait to see you again..
i’ll always be beside you..
always giving you the extra push..
just wishing all the best for you..
thank you for being the best part of my life..
thank you for being the soul that encompasses my whole being..
thank you for being the light in my tunnel of darkness..
thank you for being the pedestal of my heart..
thank you for simply loving me..
then, now and for times ahead..
when all plans are laid out..
and everything falls into place..
we will be together..
i’ll hold your hand..
your head resting on my shoulder..
you wrapped in my arms..
i’ll love you to the moon and back..
the moon full on a night lit sky..
staring at us..
with a smile etched on it’s face..
perhaps thinking of us..
as two people in this world..
love in it’s purest..
for me,happiness defined..
destiny written..
i just love loving you..
and everything about you..
for being this perfect one for me..
the biggest piece in the puzzle of my life..
everything fits..
and in time will fall into place..
the stars brightly lit..
twinkling to the beats of our hearts..
this is the music of our souls..
humming through the winds..
the story of our love..
each word reverberating through time..
another chapter closed..
and lots more to be opened..
waiting to be written..
waiting to be told..
as the fates weave the fabric of our destiny..
us entwined at the seams..
place your heart next to mine..
and everything will be just fine..
i’ll never stop saying..
i love you so much!
and things will even be better as time flies by..
our love just getting stronger..
our hands more tightly clasped..
happy

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