Archive for January, 2008

my epsilon

Sunday, January 20th, 2008

and so the story continues…
now let me share my side of the story

in the past 5 months I have seen and felt perfection

yes, you are perfect
i say so, because nobody in this planet will ever be perfect at being you
my one true love

the past 2 weeks perhaps, were the most tiring
working 13 hour shifts, for how many days?
i wouldn’t bother to count
but you were there,
giving me that extra push
when I could no longer push myself
there were times I wanted to cry
when the pressure got the best of me
but you said all the right words
and you said it with all sincerity

nobody’s perfect
but with you, I felt perfection
i have flaws, and I know I’ll never be better than others
i have always told you,
i am a ‘jack-of-all-trades-master-of-none’
but now I’ve found something I’m really good at

I will be that somebody who will love you perfectly.

“would you let me love you ad infinitum?”

you need not ask
just love me.

by loving you,
i learned not to expect
because you gave more than I could ever ask for.
u gave me something that would last a lifetime…
in the truest, purest, and most complete sense.

I love you
With everything I am…
and will ever be.

EPSILON

Sunday, January 20th, 2008

let me start by saying the 3 most important words..
I LOVE YOU!
and let me add..
SO MUCH!
so that makes five..
HAPPY FIVE!
this is the first of the year..
and looking forward to spending this one to the fullest with you..
and ever looking forward to the next and the next and the next and the..
counting down..
19..20..21
it s the 21st of the month once again..
and so another page is turned another chapter unfolds..
still the love never changes..
the excitement never wanes..
5 months after..
a lot of things happened..
memories made..
time well spent..
stories written and shared..
but it always feels like the first day..
and it always will..

it s just passed the holidays..
and still clutching on to the best gifts i have..
your hand still holding mine..
your hugs which warms up even the coldest of days..
your smiles which brightens up the gloomiest of ones..
your kisses a constant reminder of your affections..
your voice which carries me through even the most monotonous of days..
your love which pushes me through life making me look forward to every sunrise..
which makes me appreciate the sunset.. knowing tomorrow i will still be here for you..

"There are not more than five musical notes yet the combination of these five give rise to more melodies than can be ever heard"
-sun tzu

such is the story of our love..
5 months after..
of the best times and all contributes to the beauty of our love..
loved every second of it..
still the melodies of our hearts beat on..
still as one..
still to the same tune..
the beauty of our song lingers on..
for us to live by..
for others to hear..
as it reverberates through time and space..
it lingers on forever..

actually it doesn t matter..
5 months 5 days 5 minutes 5 seconds..
as long as i m with you i know everything will be alright..
everything will fall into place as it should be..
no worries no hurries..
no other place i want to be..
there s nothing more i could ask for..
wouldn t settle for any other span of time but forever..

5 seconds of the sweetest smile brought us to where we are now..
5 months into the best relationship..
2 people who aren t perfect as individuals..
but fits perfectly together..
and everything fell into place..
and 5 months ago the story began..
with nothing but happiness and pure bliss..
as i look back at the times passed..
there are no regrets..
just the best times one could ask for..
i know i just love loving you..
and now i pose a question..

would you let me love you ad infinitum?

now let me say the next 2 most important words..
THANK YOU!
for bringing out the best in me..
for being my inspiration..
for being the constant source of my strength..
knowing you re behind me makes me look forward to everything that life has to offer..
may it be trials or tribulations..
successes or failures..
and through everything we will come out on top..
together..
hands clasped tightly..
hearts still beating to the same tune..
as one..
our love still gets us through..
thank you simply because you gave me the chance to love you..

and so the story goes on and on..
there will be no end..
as we face each day together..
holding your hand to start the day and holding it through until it sets..
i am here for you baby through everything..
the more you need me the more i will make my presence felt the more i will be here for you..
thanks for making me feel this way and for your love..
your love i will constantly hold on to..
your love i will always answer..
your love that i will always treasure..
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY BABY..
looking forward to spending forever with you..
and i for one know it will not even be enough..
looking forward to the next month..
and the next and the next..
everything changes but our loves remain the same..
in the truest purest most complete sense..
THANKS my baby..
and then again there is no OMEGA :)

++ 5th letter from the man I love the most ++